I’m sorry, maybe ya’ll are getting tired of hearing about me and my wins lately, but I can’t help but express my affinity and gratitude for this incredible Grade and subject, and my very capable auditor, best friend, and fiancé, Jonathan Burke.
I am going to be making a video on my whole journey (I’m working on it still) but this will take a while. For now, I hope you can tolerate just how in awe I am of how absolutely wonderful life can be (and is).
When you’re REALLY interested in your own case and willing to talk to the auditor, that’s when the magic seriously happens. All that fear of what you did or who you THINK you are and all the bullshit in between, it’s all irrelevant. It’s irrelevant because when YOU make that choice to better YOUR life, that’s when amazing things happen. That’s you not just grabbing the cans and following commands, that’s you confronting some things you’d rather not experience. That’s you taking responsibility in the now. And most of all, that’s you saying “I deserve to be happy and free.”
It doesn’t matter WHERE you are on the Tone Scale, you can ALWAYS be happier and reach new highs of be, do and have. In my past PTS state being around suppressive influences, I considered that some of my independent Scientology friends just didn’t want to improve themselves because they were doing ok. I call bullshit, and I’m sorry for being so blunt.
The only people who shouldn’t or wouldn’t want to improve themselves are either wildly PTS or SPs. There should be no such thing as “I don’t need Scientology right now” because Scientology is life! It’s the equivalent of saying “I don’t need to know right now.”
We’re all constantly learning. We learn how to be better at work or as a student or a partner or businessman etc. Could we say to any of these, “I don’t need to know right now?” That would be crazy. That’s my whole point: Scientology is THE MOST IMPORTANT SUBJECT IN THIS UNIVERSE BECAUSE IT ENABLES US TO BE FREE. So why play MEST games so thoroughly and neglect Scientology? That’s exactly like ignoring the person with the tool you need in his hand while you endlessly search for it.
There is not a moment in my life that I can say Scientology doesn’t truly help me out in some way or another. I could be having a rough day and an independent posts something I really needed to see. I could be broke and remember ARC and come up with several solutions. But most importantly, is the unfathomably amazing way auditing just aligns things so perfectly, at the right time, and with the right purpose.
That said, I’m all fired up and ready for the next chapter of this incredible journey, and I understand many of you have not done much in a while. I’m not pointing fingers, I simply want to remind you of how good it felt being in that chair. Of how wonderful it was to WIN WIN WIN. I will always be postulating success for the independents, I’ll always be trying my hardest to promote the subject and who LRH really was. And lastly, I’ll always try to help. There isn’t a win I have that I don’t immediately want to share because I believe my stories make a difference to someone out there, even if they don’t say a word, even if they silently watch my videos or read my posts, I know I am helping people.
Ultimately, I always encourage people to seek out their auditor or AN auditor, but today, if you don’t have an auditor, I’ll loan you mine for some time. :) Jon is just an amazing being, an amazing auditor, and an amazing partner but sorry boys and gals, that last one is not an option :D
I really want to extend to all of you today that life ultimately doesn’t have to suck. It doesn’t have to be boring, and it doesn’t have to be miserable. You can learn to appreciate the barriers that come with the game of life, and learn to love every single moment, no matter where you’re from or what you’re doing. DON’T WAIT. Your happiness and RIGHT to it hangs in your decision to be all you can be, and do what YOU want to do, and HAVE your deepest desires. I hope you make that decision today.
“Never regret yesterday, life is in you today, and you make your tomorrow” ~L. Ron Hubbard
